Strange Days Monday, Sep 29 2008 

Do you feel a little unsettled? The economy is tanking, odd accidents are happening all around, and then Paul Newman up and dies. Strange days all around.

I like to think of myself as water. Going with the flow-dealing with what comes my way. But I have come to realize that I don’t like change unless it is the change is in my favor.  And for the record, it usually isn’t.

I feel I am the crossroads once again. What to do-what to do……

Did anyone…. Monday, Sep 22 2008 

watch the Emmy’s last nite?  Don Rickles was worth sitting through the whole thing for. He is a hoot!

Everyone looked very nice all dressed up and grown up. I cannot even imagine the time it takes to get that purty.

I went to see The Women with my sister Friday nite. It was funny and very entertaining. Is it just me or does Jada Pinkett Smith just get on your nerves?

Trying hard to fake until I make it. I am made of glass right now.  Bear with me. I am even starting to get on my own nerves.

Thanks for the Info Friday, Sep 12 2008 

Someone sent me this e-mail with a spreadsheet you could enter your birthdate and it would give you all this information about yourself:

Age:                               42

Day you were born:       Tuesday

Days lived:                    15,697

Months lived:                515

Exact Age this day:       42  years 11 months 22 days

Time Alive:                     376737:54:49 

Hours Lived:                 376,738

Minutes Lived:              22,604,274

Seconds Lived:              1,356,256,489

Ask me how many of them have I been happy. I am just a mess this week. Lord help me.

Not a lot to say Monday, Sep 8 2008 

Hurricane Ike is kicking butt and taking no names. My daddy was a much nicer person than that. But man is he pissed about something….

My Nannie passed away last Tuesday nite as we were sitting through all the rain Gustav sent our way. Quietly peaceful as she left this life. It will take her a year or so to hug everyone on the other side. She was a hugger.

Life goes on. Soccer and dance and school and work, blah blah blah. I am in a bit of a funk right now so I will probably be quiet. Tears of the clown and all that rot……

So far THIS week… Tuesday, Sep 2 2008 

1. Gustav has not been the train wreck it was on track to be. The prayers of God’s people do avail much.

2. On a sad note, my Nannie will not last the week. She is hanging on by a thread. Not in pain, not suffering, just trying to get to the other side. I will be sad for my part but for her I will be smiling. She will be reunited with her husband who has been gone for 20 years and she has longed for every single day since.

3. I cannot express to you just how awful the day to day of living with the father of my children has been lately. I have seen selfishness and bullying taken to whole new levels. There is no earthly reason to be so.

4. Daddy is coming. The tropical storm behind Hannah is named Ike. Daddy will soon be here.  I cry as I write that. I don’ t know why. I miss my daddy something fierce right now.