I realize it has been forever and a day since I wrote anything. And I miss it-putting the words down on paper has an actual effect on me. It has let met let go of some things-work through some things-and by the Grace of God forgive and even more miraculous-forget. So now I need to get this on paper and let it be.

I long to love someone.

Someone who is an emotional grown up.

To be equally yoked.

To dance in the living room to music only heard by two.

To look at my bestest friend and have a whole conversation without opening my mouth.

I am his beloved and he is mine…….